rant

I was just about to post a super angry facebook status update. but i couldnt afford to do that twive in less than 24 hours.
i'm angry. at the world. at my T's boyfriend because he's treating her like shit. at the dumbfuck who filled up my home page with the two year old number game. at the cheap shit that's so drunk she can't even think straight and doesn't know how to fucking speak english and still posts in it. just plain fucking angry and i feel if i just shoot someone it will all go away. this post is definitely going to affect my career, my next boss is probably not going to hire me because they'll think i'm to violent. but I fucking can't help it. so if you think im too violent, come tell me so i can punch you in the face.

Spare some change?

The definition of the word 'change' is so vague in the dictionary.

 make or become different:

So, I thought I'd define it as how I've come to know it. It is an inevitable force of life, and it usually happens once we're comfortable and content with the way things are. But, change isn't always that bad. It just shows me, you, everyone life is going places. Insanity was described as doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results, by the genius himself.

Its true, isn't it? We expect things to change without taking action. 

And sometimes they do, but you mostly have to work for the change you want, and embrace it. Thats the biggest thing you have to do, is embrace it. 

You'll realise, eventually you'll adapt. Just breath in, breath out, and face the world head first, thats the way you were brought into it.

ConfusedGirl.

Feel Bad Inc.

I hate boys.
I tried to force myself into liking him and it didn't work, now i'm stuck, again, with having to let him know. and T, made it worse being all oh I don't want to see him hurt on my ass. think I wanna see him hurt, yes he's nice and sweet and blabla but I'm not feeling anything, besides a shit load of guilt.

fuck me,
CrazyMoroccan.

So Purple hasn't written in her blog in a while, and thinks it might be feeling a little bit neglected.
Well blog, you should be glad because when Purple doesnt write in the blog, it means shes probably busy with life, and probably too preoccupied to delve in her warped up mind. Because when she does she gets lost. Its very easy to lose herself in her mind, its a forest of bidgdkhlfjidghsdfjsjfhbdiugdfkz. That would literally be the best way to describe it, and the best thing is, the chances of that random permutation is very low, considering there are 26 letters on the keyboard, and the above permutation had  30 letters, the possibility of that is 24^30. Or something like that. Additional Maths is a distant memory now.
Something she would never wish she were sitting in, but now desperately needs it. Just a minute of a journey back in time, just so she wouldnt have to begin the process of growing up.

I want to be a child forever.