Maybe this is just an excuse for my laziness.

But FFS stop breathing down my neck about grades, and school. I am optimistic about the future, regardless of how I do in school. Just let me do it my way? Thats all I want, I want to do it my way. So stop screaming at me from thousands of miles away on a bad phone connection about something I know.

Just let me be. The way I want to be.

Optimism never killed anyone. And I'm possibly the most optimistic person I know.